Direkt efter jobbet tog jag tag i mitt hår. Slingade min utväxt och klippte av det slitna. Ni ska få se en efter bild också men har inte hunnit tagit en ännu. Så håll till godo.
Nu med flytt och allt blir det inte så mycket prio på mat. När jag kom hem fick det bli mozzarella (som jag älskar så mycket) med rödbetor som fanns kvar i en lunchlåda och givetvis en (läs:3 st) nyttiga daddelbollar. Eftersom hela familjen var borta lyxa jag till det med ett glas rödtjut också 😉 Håller även blodsockret på plats.
Jag måste börja laga mer mat då jag behöver äta upp mig lite.
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
