Vid klockan 8:00 hade jag redan hunnit svepa 1 1/2 kopp kaffe och haft en ”för-möte” inför det stora intervjun som kommer ske i morgon samma tid – 7.30. Fasiken vilken bra start det är på en ny vecka och måndag som i min mening brukar ha en ganska seg anda.
Jag har nu tagit en dusch, tvättat håret och brygger en ny kanna med kaffe. Tror det kan behövas idag. Idag är det massa möten och det ska bli en hel del förberedelser inför morgondagens video-inspelning/intervju som jag kommer ha tillsammans med Tim Skinner som är diabetes-expert och psykolog från Australien! Nej men jag är så taggad.
Ska se till att vara ute på min lunch också så jag kan njuta av sommarvädret som nu har kommit
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
