I Amsterdam

Tuesday it is and after this day, me 👆🏻, is in need of a drink! (In a good way 😉) 🤍 ...

Don’t we just love Sundays 🥬 ...

🫶🏻 ...

I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.

I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure.
I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself

The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...