Det är med en stor tacksamhet när jag hör från olika håll att ni saknar mina inlägg! Det gör jag med. Det har varit en period av mycket jobb och noll tid kvar för bloggen. Men, jag lever!
Igår var jag ute första gången på länge och jisses vad kul det var!!!
Och hur galet att det är en vecka kvar till jul. Jag har fortfarande inte handlag någon julklapp än och det ser inte ut som nästa vecka blir ljus heller. Varje dag är fullspäckad från morgon till kväll…
i morgon börjar jag min vecka med det årliga läkarbesöket hos min diabetesläkare. Hänger där varje vecka nu mer, haha!
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
