Som ni kan se på min blodsockerkurva blev det en dag där jag inte satt många sekunder. Den tiden jag faktiskt satt ner var när jag slängde i min lunch (på stående fot i princip) och sen när jag slog mig ner i soffan hemma senare, helt slut. Natten blev som ett långt rakt streck och det kändes otroligt bra att äta havregrynsgröt till frukost i lugn och ro med en massa färska bär. Skönt att få tillbaka en mer mänsklig blodsockerkurva, haha!
Idag är planen att försöka återhämta mig samt att försöka hinna jobba ikapp allt som inte hunnits med nu under dessa två ganska hektiska veckor.
Sen vill jag bara promota min grymma granne Nathalie som gick vidare i Idol igår! Hur kul!!! Det ska bannemig firas.
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
