Jag kom i säng i ”tid” igår och vaknade pigg idag. Så himla skönt. En promenad i regnet, insåg inte att det regnade innan jag gick ut, och trots regn och halka så tycker jag att det är så sjukt att -här brukar jag bada. Tänk om några månader, då står jag här på bryggan, i solen, bortkopplas från pumpen och hoppar sedan ner i ett svalkande vatten! Jag längtar haha!
Det regnar fortfarande och även om jag bara vill ligga hemma i min pyjamas hela dagen ska jag faktiskt på mimosa häng hos en kompis! Hur trevligt! Tror dock att jag skippar juicen och kanske byter ut bubblet mot vin men oavsett så ska det bli så trevligt!
Nu måste jag duscha och fixa i ordning mig innan jag ska bege mig!
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
