Nu när jag förbereder mig inför att prata om mitt liv och min resa har jag betat igenom en hel del bilder.
Nu när jag kom hem fick jag se denna bild. Året var 94, jag var alltså 5 år. Jag började spela fiol som 4-åring och det i sig har varit en resa. Herregud vilka minnen!
Det är så roligt att se gamla bilder. För om sanningen ska fram är det inte så ofta de riktigt gamla bilder kommer fram!
Här i Norrköping har det varit fullt fokus på mitt speech och på min julvört (bröd) som just nu står och bakar till sig i ugnen!
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
