Dagarna går skrämmande fort och jag längtar tills jag kommer innanför dörren hemma hos mamma och pappa. Det är då jag nog kan känna av julstämning och lugnet. Sprang runt i stan efter jobbet och min nåde vad det var stressande!! Det hjälpte inte ett dugg av att inte veta vart vi skulle eller vad som skulle handlas. Många vändor fram och tillbaka kom vi till slut fram till att fortsätta i morgon (?!?!). Är i alla fall hemma nu, en tallrik med grönkål och mina skumtomtefudge som jag gjorde häromdagen. Med sötströ, nicks mörka choklad, kaffe och såklart skumtomtar.
Jag är helt slut och känner att det ska bli skönt med några dagar ledighet!
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
