Det är fredag och det blir en lugn kväll. Vin, mat och bra sällskap kommer bli en perfekt fredag för mig just nu.
Så, ingen tid för att skriva mer nu mer än att jag uppdaterade min telefon vilket har gjort att Guardian Connect appen inte riktigt har hängt med. Lite strul varje gång jag ska in i appen och titta på mitt blodsocker. Hoppas att det löser sig inom kort för när det kommer till diabetes-relaterade saker så är inte tålamodet speciellt bra.
I think a lot about how my well-being and self-esteem can be improved, and I realize that many of the challenges for me are connected to my performance requirement that I have had since I was a child.
I have always hated to fail and remember what it was like as a child before I would learn anything. Not knowing everything before I learned it was a failure. I must be able to find a direction in life that is only mine and find a path where I am enough for myself
The feeling of being in the moment, that`s the key - I believe. Some need a lot, others a little. I need to have a clear inner direction that leads me steadily and safely forward. A constant flow of something that is mine where no one judges or thinks, where I can`t be reached or adjust to score points 💕✨⭐️ ...
What a boost 💕 I’m so tired but so so happy I completed it and even though I had the attitude of not even finishing 🙈 I will definitely do it again and would be happy to do it with you guys! ⭐️ ...
I have surprised myself. I`ve beaten an eating disorder, sepsis, and a kidney infection (this summer) that was no help at all - and today I have finished my first race. Half marathon under 2 hours. Oh! And btw, not to forget, I also have type 1 diabetes 💕 ...
