30 juni 2020 |  Diabetes

Återbesök

Det känns märkligt att jag för exakt en vecka sedan vaknade upp på SöS och hade en smärta och ett inre mörker jag aldrig trodde skulle försvinna. Nu, idag, kan jag gå själv, ser på något sätt ett ljus i vardagen trots allt. Ett återbesök på Urologmottagningen för att lägga om plåstret.

Sprang på min läkare som ville veta hur det går med allt (även det som inte rör just min kateter) trots att vi bara setts en gång och då gråtandes i sjukhuskläder och ja, ni förstår, jag var inte mig själv riktigt då. Men så trevligt.

Plåstret byttes ganska fort och jag är hemma igen och äter frukost och dricker min andra kaffe och varvar med svenska jordgubbar!

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For me it is important to eat a balanced diet and for me it means that I eat a little of everything. There is no "no" food and there is nothing that I remove from my diet if it is something I actually like. I am not a lover of pasta, but when we had settled down at this restaurant the other day, the only thing that was available that was gluten free (yes, I have celiac as well) was pasta. I think it is important that I can feel that there is no danger around food or bloodsugar, even though it is carbs, and that pasta wasn’t in my mind during the day, but it was delicious!!!



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